In Which I want to loudly celebrate Christmas Season 2026!

Good evening, my friend, dear reader of this present post. How are you today? I pray that your week has been a good week! And how is the weather? I am, as has been my frequent mood, over the past few days, perhaps a week or so, tired and drained. Perhaps summer is to blame. When the weather is hot and humid, it causes me to become lethargic.

So, maybe it is the heat of the dawning of Summer, but this has not been the most productive november, so far, concerning my works on drawing and writing, I can only hope to do something interesting at other moment soon. I am in fact desperate to take something out of my head, yet it has been difficult. The fact I had a release of two very very anticipated dlcs for the games I play do not help in the slightest. There is only so much time I can remain seated without feeling incredibly sore and even hurt. My time at the desk is very precious, and yet I never know exactly how I will end up spending it. Since it is all hobbies, I default to the computer.

Yet, and specially because it is the second month of Christmas, I crave to be a part of the celebration. Not only crave, I yearn to be the loudest christmas person in the whole universe. That is how I feel. I have much appreciation for this christian holiday that I do associate with the birth of Jesus Christ, I am on the christian spectrum, happily so. And yet it goes beyond just one box. It has several layers to it. The beautuful decor, so most enchanting, the music is always charming and uplifting, the gift giving and receiving is always a favorite. And more than that, it gives me some purpose, of fighting a battle of pen and ink against the nihilists, the marxists, that dismiss it. Then I am upset with the more puritan christians that dismiss the holiday's touch with the regulars to repent over their sins and to wait for the apocalypse. It is quite fascinating how vast the spectrum of christianity is, because you have the quasi-randians like me that are more positively individualistic, and it goes to the other position completely. If someone say, probably someone with a more scholar objection to christianity, that it is death cult, I would be like "yes, but you have to point out which branch you are referring to.". Like with enlightment, if someone say "enlightment destroyed civilization" one must ask "which one", there are several. It never ends.

I do want to work on a drawing, but it is so hard at times, there are several things that need to go right for me to, on my free time, stop stretching the legs as I recline in bed, usually tired, get out of such bed and sit on a chair and grab a pencil to do it. It does really not help that my place for doing it is next to the computer, on my bedroom, a conflict I mentioned before time and again. One ideally would prefer to have a proper place to do the drawings, it does make a difference. And specially does when the flexible and mobility-carefree times of childhood are a memory hard to grasp. I am still not 30, I am at the gates of it at 28, so not as old, but I have mentioned of the fact even drawing can be physically denanding, and specially on Spring to Summer. The fact I can still, in theory, do a drawing where I am at, and I can, does not mean that it makes it particularly easy for many days. And specially this week, which is heartbreaking, I crave to draw more christmas themed works....

In fact, I would love to get a christmas tree sometime for this season, one small one for my desk, sure, but I had to use the money for the week on other urgencies, alas. Maybe next day. But I'd love to actively and loudly be more emphatically a part of christmas this year, one that I am happy to say I have reached the end of it, what a freaking relief. It has been a mixed one, many events are stil unfolding, 

With my declaration of love and appreciation for Christms while I feel tired and I may surrender to a nap real soon, I know I need one when my hands start tiping on the air as if the pbone was someplace else, I think I shoulf wrap up this post! Of course, I wish you an excellent and amazing christmas season that is ongoing, and you don't need to worry much, I will come back real soon, around next week if I can, maybe before that, with more thoughts and wanders of the mind, again, farewell but just for now!