I don't think it is a bad idea to have a twitter, or even Instagram, account for the blog, but that being said... What is the point, really? It's not like I am writing anything groundbreaking, no need to go there and post the link to the posts.... These days, if I want a friend to read to an specific thing, I just send them the link to it. These days, the blog is just me writing about... ah, I don't want to mention it... it is just, my friend, I miss him, we haven't chatted in a while, and I always feel like I'm doing something wrong. Not messaging him is pure pain, but messaging him and seeing it accumulate with the other ones is also real pain. I miss my dear friend, my favorite person, I dream witht the day we'll chat again, and hopefully more regularly. I don't want to mention because I don't want to put bad spotilight on him, he is an amazing fellow anyway, but I ought to mention, otherwise I won't write about anything these days, would be best to just shut down the blog, then, as I will stop updating it. What a winter, in the bad sense of the world. I like cozy cold days with rain and soft wind that is not scorching like they usually are in the tropics. But that is not that kind of winter, it is a mean one, nothing cozy about it. Just me... Don't have many I can constantly chat about my woes, they quickly grow tired of it. I am scared for life that my friend will forsaken me because of me missing him so. Videogames don't bring me that joy, anymore, it is not entirely my fault for that, on the sense of burning out... New DLC for Europa, concerning me, flopped. New DLC for Vic3, also flopped. I've been growing tired of this genre for a while now, I mean, we all have our seasons... I am trying to return a bit to Anno 1800, but it is never the most groundbreaking experience, as I played the game so many times before. Civ is RNG hell, specially Civ 6, you gotta be on the mood and understand you WILL restart many times the game in order to have fun... And The Sims 4, I am so close to uninstalling that one, because I'm sick of the leftist woke garbo they have on the game. But, not only that, the game seems to always attract so much drama, subpar content that is bought anyway, I don't want to have anything to do with it... I am at the point of refusing to mention the game as not to attract eyeballs to it, it is so fun to see those youtubers complaining about the game. Stop talking about it, stop engaging with it, instead of complaining! This is the issue with the "content creation" branch of things, you gotta keep talking! It is a trap. I won't talk on The Sims 4 anymore, or at least will avoid it to the max. I don't want to give that crap any of my time and thought. I have sufficient woes as it is. I wish I could create that group, the divagation society, that I mentioned on other moment.... it would be fun... maybe I will message my friend today, but I ought not to. I don't want to be blocked or ignored. I don't know what else to say to get his attention, so we can chat and have some bondship time. These days, I've been watching paint dry, and I hate it. And I am so overwhelmed I don't even see college much, because that is an extra concern that I am too exhausted at the moment to engage myself in. I'm tired of talking to some friends and saying I'm not doing okay over and over. But I won't lie to them, either, so better just walk away from those that I can't speak frankly to. Or that try too hard to "convert" me to their branch of religion, or any crap like that. Watching paint dry... what else is there to say?
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