Happy Sunday, dear friend, reader of this post! Good morning, and I wish you the best! How are you, and how was your rest? How is the weather where you are? As for me, I am. reasonably okay... when I started the drafts for this post, I was in a good mood. Yesterday I deteriorated towards a worse kind, and today... I think I am quite well... I am on this videogame burn out, yesterday this was specially the case: I can barely open a game, I dread compromise and commitment... Weather, again, is miserable, too hot and humid for existing. But still, I endure, somehow. I went th the house of grandma yesterday evening, after my amazon package arrived, bringing some paper and drawing related stuff I ordered. I am here, not only because I enjoy the place, and to pay a visit to grandma, but because this summer has been harsh, and I want at least to sleep with an ac unit. Not sure for how long will I be staying over, specially because I also like my good old (it is starting to get old at this point, since I moved in 2021) apartment, but I mean, I will be taking one day at a time. At least for today, I will be here. I also am typing this blog post on the computer, instead of on the phone! Both venues have their pros and cons... but I can't help, at the moment, of feeling more on a productive mood, to be in the computer, instead of laying in bed... I won't trash myself for staying in bed, but well... anyway.
Really, a small source of frustration these days have been the fact finding poetry of the parnassian kind is extremely hard, and this in a time of internet and search engines. Google has been a very unreliable and subpar search engine though, and I more often than not, do not trust it, as I should not anyway. My friend Charles found a website, but it is locked on another region, so I had to use a VPN, and I don't understand much how that works. Something to get more used to...
I was slightly in a better mood on Friday, but on Saturday, because I could not make myself press start on any game, I was sad again. I cannot stand just not doing anything, but also... ah, I will return on mentioning dear friend, won't I? It is that I do not want to make him wait, once he is available to chat. And how I want to chat with dear friend... How I fear overwhelming him.
And today, I am slightly more inspired. I hope I can, after all, press play in any game. And I took some wonderful pictures as well, as the roses and other flowers were so beautiful, and plentiful, and the morning sun was shining... I also talked once again with a new friend, that I am very fond of... always good to chat! An auspicious start to Sunday, for sure. Hopefully lunch will be not so scorching hot. I know the food will be good, grandma's house always have good food! Another reason to rejoice is the fact I am using my new huge messenger's bag, that I got for Christmas! I love to make full usage of anything I purchase, and I regret when I purchase something I don't use till I cannot use it no more. I like to purchase new things when possible, but only if I can see myself using and abusing of them.
One reason I'd like to be in a better conditioned environment is that I cannot draw while suffering with sweat and so on. Will I draw while I am at my grandma's? God knows better than I do, but at least I have no excuse of not drawing because it is too hot. The chair may be uncomfortable, I very much prefer the one I use at my house, but well...
This is a good point to wrap today's post, don't you think? I will add in this possible last paragraph that I could use some shaving, and I hope to shave at some point, soon, if possible, today. When should I return to the blog, to journal and share my thoughts, and so on? Most likely before next weekend... I hope way earlier than Friday. Until then, thank you for being here, I wish you the best once and once again, and I see you real soon!
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