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“We have had no good comic operas of late, because the real world has been more comic than any possible opera.” – Illustrated London News, Jan. 17, 1931 G. K. Chesterton

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In Which I like Birthdays and Dislike Late Afternoons

I want to wish you a good morning, dear friend, reader of the present post. There has been a difficult set of days. Immense anxiety, and agony that is quite hard to explain. Self doubt has been a constant. I wrote the apology here, and just opened up my heart over the woes of the mind and what was lost in translation, towards Adam, and the fact it was a good thing, I think, it also caused in me immense anguish. I want to say that he is an immense and extraordinary human no matter if I never get closure on my end or not. Sadness is no excuse to ever naysay anyone. But sadness there is. That wall of deep fog, the one that is a wall, a blank curtain that allows for no continuation. That is how I feel. And the desperation of the void. Perhaps one could tell as depression, I do not desire to use the clinical language here. Just quiet desperation. And lonely melancholia.  That said, today I am, for some hours, okay. It has been hard to keep heads up. Most times, my main hobby does not pr...

Fitzerino Frienderino Maximenerino

That's the way I used to call him! I always call my friends frienderinos! Cause it's nice and fun, and it's my unique way. Fitzerino was definitely a frienderino that I loved! He was so awesome with his kitten gifs when I was sad, and all his love always! He was happy and positive no matter the circumstances. I can't even remember when we started to chat, seems like we've been knowing each other since always! He was always by my side when I had some troubles with family, or when I had anxiety, or when I had issues with streaming and stuff. Happy, positive and always around, that's how I'll remember him! I won't understand why he liked me so much, but he did, and I'm thankful! I am myself, he was himself, won't try to emulate him in my life, but wow, so much love in one person. One thing that many will neglect is that he was a very lucid person, I could express my thoughts on politics and so on and he always had something wise to say. He listened to me as an equal, and I appreciate that a lot! Yes, he was one of my best friends, and I treated him like one of my online brothers, and he treated me like one of his online brothers. He even gifted me steam games, which is crazy! I haven't played the games he gifted me yet, but I appreciate his awesome gesture a lot! Yes, he set the friendship bar high for the future ones. The price I paid for such a wonderful best friend is the fact that he is gone now, and I must keep on going business as usual, knowing that he will never send me kitten gifs anymore. I do believe he is in a better place now, a place where he is healthy, his back issues won't concern him anymore, a place where he can do all that he couldn't here on earth because of some bad stuff. He can work out, he can work and earn his own money, his teeth are healthy and shiny, no need of surgery. He is thriving whenever he is, just sucks that he can't share it with me anymore. I do believe I'll see him, and my grandpa, again! Fitzerino Frienderino Maximenerino... My great frienderino indeed, my memory fails me at times, but I doubt I'll forget such a kind person, that brought so much goodness into my life!! Love you Fitzerino! I want to say to you what I used to say every morning: Happy Tuesday, my friend! Good morning, wish you the best always, love you.

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  1. This was absolutely wonderful petit, I'm glad you shared how wonderful fitz was. I'm sure he's still trying to send you kitten gifs but the service is bad there. Just remeber the kitten gifs you do have from him are more powerful than any kitten gif you will ever receive in the future

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    1. By the way this was my comment, didn't know how to work it

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    2. Thank you friend, for this. I'm just in the end feeling blessed by the fact I got to know such an angel of a person

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