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Quote of the moment Vol.2

“We have had no good comic operas of late, because the real world has been more comic than any possible opera.” – Illustrated London News, Jan. 17, 1931 G. K. Chesterton

Highlighted Quotes That Caught my Attention At The Moment

"I am the last monarch of the old world. As Emperor, it is my duty to protect my peoples from their politicians" -Franz Joseph, Emperor of Austria-Hungary

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In Which a Train of Thought is Kept Longer than it usually is... A short comment on the Nature of Work as well

Good morning, dear friend, reader of this present post! Tell me, how are you? How is the weather? For me, it is the coldest it has been in a year or so. 21 Celsius, and I must say, I love it. I want to enjoy every minute of it, it will likely not be as cold anytime soon. And I am okay, though again, a lot of mental turbulence due to specially loneliness. I am affected by trauma also, and I really prefer not to use such word, it risks raising the level of hyperbole, and devaluing the rest, but I have no other word for it, it is trauma, and it exhausts me, it is like a pike in my brain, I hate it, it hurts physically. Of course, when I write such vulnerable line, I risk attracting some bad thought by someone, that desires to analyze my every move. I don't like that. Instead, this is just about some sad events over the course of high school and hints of it after, with some bad interactions on social media. This is not to invite scrutiny over my ideals, they are my own in spite of the ...
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In Which I hope to escape the week of mental trouble

I wasn't able to sleep for two nights straight, and to avoid not being able to sleep a third night, I decided to take a medicine to relax the muscle tissues, so that would make me sleepy. Fortunately it worked, well... way more than I would like, even, as through the morning I could barely open my eyes. I didn't want to sleep anymore for the day, though, so I just stood there in bed, trying to keep myself awake... Hopefully today I won't need any sleeping pill for the evening. I pray that today may be lesser bad than yesterday was. At least, hope I can draw something nice, maybe... Though I won't necessarily hold my breath. We'll see the final balance as the day go. I think I mentioned past week was just terrible for me, I was in an awful mental position, feeling sad, frustrated and desolate, in need of a friend. I pray that this new week may be lesser bad, will try to at least get some games going and not to think much of college for the day being, though I should return to the activities at some point...
This week my blog will be five years old, how crazy is that? I wonder how to celebrate such an occasion... I was thinking about reworking on an old story I wrote here, I read some drafts of it here on the blog, I am not too satisfied with it anymore, which is not necessarily a big surprise, I wrote that one when I was 5 years younger. Crazy how things go... likely I'll reach post number 650 at some point in the next few months. But, in reality, I don't know how to celebrate the event, if any celebration at all, as I've been so down, these days... very little to look up to. Not even paying much attention to corn season, either. I used to say that to my friends more often... Me and grandma are sorta done with fireworks and fireplaces. We'll see... this month is looking like another one of grieving and longing. Hopefully not, but anyway...


The Baltic Mug makes an appearance once again, cheers...
I made myself some more coffee just now, I like coffee, tastes good if you put enough sugar on it. Some people drink it black, I am not one of them. Can't stand the pure taste, too bitter. I haven't been promoting the blog much on twitter these days... my posts are a bit sad, at the moment, and in fact I'd start being sad as well on this one. I mean, it is the least we can do... I appreciate you, dear reader, thank you, my friend, for sticking around. You are the best! I hope to see you real soon for some more words...
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