It sucks that I'm facing a situation I can't vent to most people. As I found out, people are thickle about money problems or phone problems, or phones in general, and they tell you so! Just a hint of advice: do never shake people and tell them they need to do this or that, or if they don't you are not gonna be friends with them anymore, probably being unfair to those who do that, but guess what? They're being pretty jerks as well so I wanna be a jerk too! They have a life you don't know about, a system that is not as easily "fixable" and so on. They live in different places. Some are even doing their best! It's really hard not to judge, I get it, because that's human nature. We think, therefore we judge. No one needs to feel bad for judging, it's not inherently bad to do so. What I do know is that this guy made me so angry! Like, telling me to follow this path, and telling me my favorite brand sucks? What the hell man! I think I know people are thickle about phones, because I'm very thickle myself, I'm an Apple guy, is all, and if you are an android user you are probably gonna tell me to frick off. I'm very strong about my beliefs. Again, I'm a conservatarian, a paleolibertarian, I hate communism, socialism, progressivism, anything to do with the left, but I also don't deal well with conservatives that say "men and women are different", moralists that go "reject modernity embrace tradition" that crap. So I know where I stand, very well, it pains me that most don't stand with me, and they SHOULD. But as I learnt on my high school, it's better to stand alone than to stand with people that will frustrate you, you are BETTER than them! Yes, I know my worth! It just sucks when people are constantly questioning you on that, or telling you you are no better than anyone else, or even worse than them. No, No, No, I know my worth, and I'm great. I'm freaking smart, okay? I know I'm not the best, I'll never get there, I know that overall people can do what I do just fine and this world could do just fine without me. But no one could do like I do. No one has my mind, or my social skills, the way I act is unique. Anyway, my endpoint is that I want an iPhone 11 or an iPhone 12 mini, 64gb or 128gb, whichever the price is more palatable at the moment. And I want it as soon as I can purchase one. Yes, random guy on the internet, I think what you said is 1/4 worth of my time, but the others 3/4 are garbage and a terrible way to start my day. I am passionate, obsessed, I have OCD, that's all. Yes, this is OCD, not some "I need to get my books straight or else I'll be sad" nah, actual OCD is about obsession, it can be a good thing, a bad thing, a terrible thing, all of the above. I'll probably regret this post because it's deeply angry and personal and not reasonable at all, but today I wanna be over the top like Britney Spears saying "I'm a Slave 4 U" or Madonna saying she's gonna be Israel if Israelis are suffering or any other celebrity crap like that. This is my over the top moment. So yea, I just hope things end up well, one step at a time is all we can do. I hope I get the phone of my current dreams soon, I get a nice job, I slowly build up my life. But I also have time for drawing, writing and my videogames. And just know this is never to be targeted against you, dear reader, I LOVE YOU just for starting to read this post. I love you no matter what. But dang, if you got till this point. THANK YOU! See yall real REAL soon, I hope, I haven't been writing on this blog much because I've been just trying to solve things in life concerning the phone and so on. Just concerning myself if when or if I get to work soon... Yea, that's all. For now. And no, the other posts weren't me pretending to be something I'm not, it's just all the facets of a person, I can be kind, I can be lovely, I can be reasonable, but I can be Madonna kinda b*tch as well. So yea... I'm a lot of things!
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