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Quote of the moment Vol.2

“We have had no good comic operas of late, because the real world has been more comic than any possible opera.” – Illustrated London News, Jan. 17, 1931 G. K. Chesterton

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"I am the last monarch of the old world. As Emperor, it is my duty to protect my peoples from their politicians" -Franz Joseph, Emperor of Austria-Hungary

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In Which a Train of Thought is Kept Longer than it usually is... A short comment on the Nature of Work as well

Good morning, dear friend, reader of this present post! Tell me, how are you? How is the weather? For me, it is the coldest it has been in a year or so. 21 Celsius, and I must say, I love it. I want to enjoy every minute of it, it will likely not be as cold anytime soon. And I am okay, though again, a lot of mental turbulence due to specially loneliness. I am affected by trauma also, and I really prefer not to use such word, it risks raising the level of hyperbole, and devaluing the rest, but I have no other word for it, it is trauma, and it exhausts me, it is like a pike in my brain, I hate it, it hurts physically. Of course, when I write such vulnerable line, I risk attracting some bad thought by someone, that desires to analyze my every move. I don't like that. Instead, this is just about some sad events over the course of high school and hints of it after, with some bad interactions on social media. This is not to invite scrutiny over my ideals, they are my own in spite of the ...
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In Which I lose a teeth

Good morning dear friend, reader of this post, and happy Saturday! How are you today and how are things going? I wish you the best, hope that you are well. How is the weather? Here, it is hot and hotter, as we approach summer. Something not great happened to me recently, this Wednesday to be more precise. Talking about it is very painful, but I want to make this effort. I was going to the doctor walking, something unusual for me. Brazilian sidewalks are as chaotic as chaos can be, they have a lot of… let’s put it, artistic liberties. I tripped and fell into one of those liberties, and I lost a tooth and a lot of blood in the process. Yes, I have a hole in my mandible now. It was such a powerful impact I didn’t feel many pain, because of the shock. Coughing and spilling blood, I arrived at the doctor, but just to have a checkpoint. Mom was working, and had to drop everything to come to my rescue and take me to the emergency room, where they managed the bleeding, and gave me the diagnosis: my tooth was gone, now I’d need to evaluate it further and likely prepare for a surgery. Bleeding is gone, but the trauma of the impact stays. My brain plays the fall in my head on a minute basis, where I could feel the tooth shutting down on the speed of light from my body. Again and again, causing me to sink deeper, just for now I hope, into depression. I haven’t been able to do much at all, I just am not on a headspace for it unfortunately. I would love to say it is due to the teeth loss, but I was like it before, the teeth only being a physical reason to feel sad and apathetic. Or I wish I was apathetic, now I’m frightened, and without my front tooth. I have to say, this stinks. Stinks a lot, actually… I wish I could’ve written on the blog earlier but at the end of the day I could barely do my chores, such as studying and the activities for college. Worse than that, I haven’t been able to play videogames, can’t derive any joy from anything. So… yea, for now I’ve been living in my bed, and feeding on milk and chocolate, I can’t have coffee for now, which is something I miss already… so, yes, this is an update on my situation. I pray and hope I may be able to write some more here on the blog soon, but I need to rest my mind from what happened. So, this is it for today, thank you for being here, and I see you again real real soon.

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